It's my first father's day since becoming a dad and my first one since losing Ethan. I don't know what to do with myself. People ask if I'm a parent and I say yes, but I have to qualify it. Sometimes I say no and I feel bad, but it's usually easier because people are stupid.
Anyway, I wouldn't have made it this far without my wife. Her support and devotion are really what keeps me going. I don't deserve her, but I'm happy as hell that I have her.